it all started juz like tis..

2009-08-02T00:23:00.000-07:00

my blog lyk close dwn lyk tt sia.anws its been a v v v long time since i blogged.lots of things happen during tis period includin relatioshin stuff lotes la...ah ya dun wanna tok abt it alr la..

2009-06-05T22:25:00.000-07:00

okay life is messy!so mani things happening.bt nw im kinda of contented wif it alr.things hv settled dwn.when out ytd till 11 plus at nitex den cme hme hell tired woke up early at 6 tis morning to go ttsh n guess who i saw??!!!our IMH staff nurse!hahahs...okies superby sleepy.hopefulli it last forever tis time .

LURVES,
jeannie

2009-05-15T07:03:00.001-07:00

OLd stuff go n New cum???isit true??n even better??

2009-05-03T05:00:00.000-07:00

okies things seems to happen by e snap of fingers.currently nt rily in e mood yet.things happen bad n e gd.haiz.n wats wif e swine man??!!!y wanna harm so mani ppl???i pity humans even though im one.hehe.nw juz stonin ,i guess tt's e onli ting im gd at.so no attachemnt for tis one week till further noticed frm cher cuz of e swine...o well maybe juz rest at hme.roshan ask mi hang oout wif he n his friends tis tues im nt sure if i shld.erm...o well shall stp here for nw..dunnoe wat to blog abt alr..miz u guys.

LURVES,
jeannie.

2009-05-01T06:54:00.000-07:00

okies hell bz so mani things going on..hardly online tis days=(...miz all my friends so much yea...k gtg .

lurves,
jeannie.

2009-04-07T06:55:00.001-07:00

juz when i forgot all abt u y muz u enter my life again??!!y??!!!!n b so hell nice to mi??!!

2009-04-06T04:54:00.000-07:00

the biggest blow!
cn hardly take tis blow!

2009-04-04T21:32:00.000-07:00

am i juz being dumb or am i dumb??!!

fuck it man attachment startin!!!hell sianz cn>??!!!gt so mani ppl wif their ass stuck in their mouth in my grp sia!!fuck it!!!damn hell tired of everythin sey
!!!hiaz!!!its's holiday n it seems tt i havent been goin out okay!!!lyk wtf right??!!!

okies gtg dad nagging (fcuk it!)

lurves,
jeanie.

2009-04-01T05:32:00.000-07:00

haiz disappointedd=(

2009-03-22T05:50:00.000-07:00

okies it's been a v long time since i last blogged.life has been okay!bt erm....i dunnoe hw to put it (juz tt sme times things din go e way i want it to b..)okies parents gettin a new specs for mi sn...haiz juz pasted my 18 birthday to lots of ppl it's a big deal bt to mi its nth, juz any normal day....=(...hoildays has juz started bt i dunnoe when we were havin sch we wished to hv hoildays, nw holidays we wished we were havin sch....y lyk tt??!okies when to e zoo last sat superby fun k!!will blog sn.

LUrves,
Jeannie.

2009-01-31T20:33:00.001-08:00

sry guys dead for nw.

2009-01-24T20:12:00.000-08:00

grandpa juz passed away.

2009-01-01T21:58:00.001-08:00

okies today gou gou ,kelvin n their maid came my hse.it's like doin their rounds of spot checks again!okies syg wanted to mit mi again bt i cn't=(..so syg end up mitin friends luh...haiz..okies nw msgin syg!miz syg to e chore!!!anws nth much to say alr.bye peeps!

Lurves,
jeannie.

2008-12-31T02:49:00.000-08:00

okies stayed hme today superby borin syg wanted to mit mi today bt i couln't get out of tis god damn hse sia!i superby miz syg!!!syg msged mi early in e morning!=) we where tokin on e fone!miz syg juz too much n he says im nt alone!hahhas..so ended up syg mit his friends hv lunch nw goin dinner wif ahbah n mum,n dey asked mi along...bt i dun want la pashei leh..hahahs.anws tokin to hazmi n ridwan nw superby borin sia..okies sch is like startin soon=(!!!!!seem to hate tis when e thoughts juz cme!!!ARGGHH!superby slpy nw juz bathed!help mummy make pie apple tarts until my hands r achin madly!okies shall stop here dunnoe wat else to write.miz u guys +++ my SYG!!!!
bye peeps!

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-12-30T03:11:00.000-08:00

okies had been tokin to hafiz n ridwan both staff nurses!hahhahas!okies ridwan kept askin mi mit him nw!n i was like wth he gotta b jokin nw wat itme alr sia!bt he wasn't!!!!e thing was he meant it when he kept sayin he wanna mit mi....i couldn't do it syg will b v disappointed in mi..gtg!bye peeps!TC!

LUrves,
jeannie

2008-12-27T23:37:00.000-08:00

okies guess it's blog yea.

okies lots of things hv been happening e gd n e bad!LOTS!hard to say siol!stress!!!!

sch reopenin aku nt prepared at all to b truthful!e tot of sch juz freaks mi out!EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS! (get wat i mean??)HAIZtis is sickenin!!!!

okies hv been msgin syg e whole dae bt nt nw stop alr cuz i chargin fone!sway sia tt dae on e dae of chirstmas no fone (kena confiscated!) sway uh?!!!okies lets nt tok abt all tis sawy stuff animore makes mi upset onli...syg maybe cumin to my sch!!!!=) maybe nt=(...dunnoe if chose e courses gt get accepted anot sia!!!=(, bt intends to take private O's. okies shall stop here fr nw dunnoe wat else to say.bye peeps!

P.S.:I'm missin my syg (both, serena n syg) , baby gina n rou roou!!!!!!!!=)

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-12-12T04:03:00.000-08:00

sux!everything sux!it's like u guys as cher dun even understand nwadays teenagers sia!u guys scold for every small reasons nv tink if its right or nt before u scold !guess wat ???!!!get scolded cuz she insisted i smoke cuz of my teeth wtf uh??!!!was so pissed!i came hme told my mum abt mi being accused of smokin n she was hoppin mad she wanted e cher's no. to scold her!tt was great!bt sway dun hv e cher's no....frm last time my teeth like tt luh dun tell mi i frm k2 smoke meh?!tryin to b funni wif aku is it!!!no mood alr kena viral infection sia!WTF!

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-12-06T20:50:00.000-08:00

haiz lots of stuff hv been happening to aku!e gd n e bad!!!!so of which makes my lifes so damn fuckin miserable!e onli things tt brighten up my dae is when i c my syg=)..haiz anws attachment endin soon!planning to look for a job hate stayin hme!hiaz dzul mwas msgin mi den suddenli he say one of tis days he want go fetch mi sia..n i was like wth ...he alr noes i'm....u noe....n he says he'll wait...wth uh?!!anws shall stop here for nw nt feelin v well(knee)......hiaz..

P.s: lurve ya.

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-11-28T19:12:00.000-08:00

it sux..nth seems to go ritex for mi tis days...my bill when up to 114 bucks n gt it frm my dad sia..a hard one in fact!den ytd sway siol!i kena by 24/9 e shit cn!!!!!help her change diaper den e shit kena my uni n guess wat?!?! smart mi din realise tt till roshan was sittin beside mi eatin at houseman den suddenli he say "hey jean ur nasi briyani kena ur uni by den realise is e patients shit!=(....den shirrah n him keep callin mi e shit gurl=(...bad uh??!!damn happi met syg alot of times in a day ytd!hahahas....life wif syg is ok doin fine.zul added mi on my profile!he told hizam dey all i pretty n he interested in mi bt who cares syg is more important to mi den anyone esle.
P.s.hope my bro dun anyhow big mouth aku=(
anws i gtg for nw rushin case study!

LURVES,
jeanie.

2008-11-23T03:34:00.000-08:00

okies so here i am bloggin after a long dae out to town..tml is e day man!!!!

2008-11-21T21:31:00.000-08:00

okies things hv been goin great for mi n syg.we quarrelled bt it ends in less den 24 hrs..tt's e best part n syg always apologisese to mi after tt bt e thing it was my fault n i hv been hittin tt to syg bt syg doesn't understands tt it's my fault n even blames himself!=(..nw i noe hw much syg meant to mi!hope our lurve will last forever till eternalli!!!!thanks for everthing ,thanks for lurvin mi so much even tot i was a spolit spot at times....lurve u syg!2 more days to go to our________!anws rehab attachmetn hv ended...mon back to ward=(

P.s. it's cumin to another yr!!!!!i'm scare i cn't complete my nursing career!

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-11-18T03:48:00.000-08:00

okies juz a simple update on my life.havin attachment at bedok!okies at sme fun today!sme ite simei students when there to do CIP. erm haven't met my syg for 4 days sia ..cuz syg werk den nid help his bro's engament tis sat n he ask mi go i dun want..hahahs..miz my syg sia!!!n i miss husband sia!so long nv mit sia!!!anws gtg .shall stop here for nw..tml nid wake up early again...
bb,tc

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-11-14T21:21:00.000-08:00

juz my luck!
to fall sick on e last day of my attachment!!!!hiaz!anws lurve my syg lots!!!whne to mit mi!hahahahs...still havin fever right nw bt who cares !bt e damn thing is my throat she hurtin right nw!=(...cn say my syg rily syg mi alot so i promise myself tt i muz syg him more den anyone else!=)poor syg werkin today...hahahs nt like aku cn lack onli sia!hhahas..anws shall stop here for nw gonna catch sme slp my fever is back again=(

P.S goin rehab on mon at bedok=(
Lurves,
jeannie.

2008-11-07T19:40:00.000-08:00

okies bloggin again! been so tired woke up 10 plus today sia!den kena scolded alr early morning cuz i woke up late!!!tis is so dumb right??!okies so it's like superby borin!was suppose to mit syg today bt cn't la gt alot of things to do den nw dun hv cuz i woke up late plus nt going anywhere wif my mum n bro alr!guess wat i superby wat siol!my bro bought 2 pairs of nike shoes ytd!!!superby nice la!!aRRGHHH!hiaz miz my syg u noe!!slp at 12 plus ytd n cn't wake up sia!!!!was tokin to shiirah's friend n syg on msn!!!!yawnnn!okies so nw toki to my staff nurse ridowan on msn...syg was superby upset when he saw hafiz keep msging mi=(..bt he saw e msg...haifiz onli msging rubbish!shall stop here for nw dunnoe wat to write..haiz..tc guys!

LURVESS,
jeannie.

2008-11-07T03:43:00.000-08:00

ookies been along time since i last blogged!!!here's an update on my attachment:okies pt totalli okies tis few days ..gotta noe a few pt's a ard my age yea!superby cool n funni ppl, always tokin rubbish ,crappin wif mi!!!hahahs.bt werkin wif ppl i nv werk wif before is e worse!!!i miz n prefer werkin wif my old friends!sme changed bt e worse is ,it's nt for e best..=(..anws syg had been fetchin mi frm sch lately!superby gd of syg!lurves syg lots!anws tis cumin monday will b going to ward 57 alr=(...tis is so nt my type k...anws Tc ppl..

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-11-02T03:06:00.000-08:00

sry guys haven't been bloggin lately!been so bz man!!gonna die of tiredness sia!attachment is like superby tired kk..

2008-10-21T18:15:00.000-07:00

okies so ytd my parnter din cme she was SICK !sooo i was ALONE sia!den ______ keep cumin to tok to aku sia!asked mi for my MSN n friendster e-mail, asked mi nt to b surprise if he added aku on MSN!!!!! wth sia...anws dun give a damn alr...gtg ..prepare for attachment kena afternoon shift sia...funni sia sha was tokin to him ytd until like 1 plus in e middle of e night superby tired sia!!!lurve u guys lots!!o man startin to miss serena my husband n gina my daughter alr sia!

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-10-17T21:10:00.000-07:00

okies superby lazy nwadays sia!slpin is like nv enuff for aku alr..hahahahs..anws had been tok to ____ for a while quite a funni person..hahahs..anws dunnoe if i shld go out anot helmi juz msged aku ask mi go out bt den hazmi ask mi out after 4 bt i dun tink i cn make it..n i feel juz too tired to go out leh..feel so much like goin out bt den nid go church by 4...hw??!!!!alamak sia..anws gtg..tc ppls..

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-10-17T04:48:00.000-07:00

okies attachment hv started!cn hardly open my eyes sia!!!superby tired!hiaz !u guys r superby dumb i juz dunnoe hw to put it k...doesn't mean if he tok to mi means he likes mi right!pls la tink before u anyhow tok n spread la!i tink u guys dunnoe tt word spreads faster den anything!anws i dun even noe abt anything!e first time we tok was when i nid e thermometer den he asked mi for my name, den e sec i tink is when he follow mi walk out of e rm den after tt he saw e indian pt tokin to mi,fad n karui den he keep callin mi to go to him den i tot he wanna ask mi do smth end up he tell mi to stay wif him there n nt to tok or listen to wat tt indian guy tokin!frm there on he tok to mi ask mi wat shift all tt la....den thur i do morning he also mornin den he ask mi if i noe y e rm 25(MRSA) , y e pt no food when he alr noe tt i wun noe cuz we cn't even go in to help e staff...v lame sia...anws when to mi hazmi ytd cuz he keep askin aku to mit him...met up at vivo den we when town was superby tired after tt k..fell aslp while standin!den today he called mi bt i couldn't ans cuz werkin ma haven't break..den after tt came hme den called him...toked for quite awhile den i go bath ,he's havin camp he ask mi mit him tml after his camp bt i dun tink so i cn...hahhas..okies shall stop here for nw nth much to write abt yea...hope i cn blog soon again cuz i'll be bz again ..time files so fast sia..

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-10-09T19:05:00.000-07:00

SHIT! so unlucky!nw sch gonna reopen sia n aku sick again!was suppose to take e cough mixture end up guess wat???am i tooo smart or smth i took e gastric med n i gt hell frm my dad!sux to e chore man!anws when out wif aim n sidd tt day.met sidd first cuz aim was havin his course at town!when fox taka bt farah was on MC n jovin wasn't werkin!wasted sia!anws we when to catch a movie bt after e movie was like so damn fuckin late alr so waited for dem to finish smokin den mi n sidd when to take a train back hme while aim took cab hme, he lucky la stay so near to town...almost killed aim!when hme so late alr nxt day still ask aku to mit him!bet muni gonna tink wrongly man!she keeps seein mi n aim goin out tgt sia....den aim ask mi wat if she tinks wrongly den i said i also dunnoe...hahahahs.superby tired every nitex aim msg aku until i tired sia..

2008-10-02T21:59:00.000-07:00

okies so ytd ended up mitin aim last min!okies when to alot of places!n i superby pashei cuz he ended up keep helpin aku to pull my polo tee down cuz dunnoe y so short la!okies so alot of stuff he said ytd tt make aku malu...anws it's a totalli borin dae today!stay at hme cooked my own noodle,tok to ppl on msn n yea so borin my syg nt wif mi la!haiz.still in china!shall stop here...tt aim msging mi again la...haiz...bb.tc

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-10-01T21:29:00.000-07:00

okies been pretty bz lately!cuz my bro bk out frm camp den we want go here go there den ask us go wif him.ytd juz send him back to e army ferry there superby tired!hiaz.okies anws shall stop here for nw.lurves.

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-09-23T20:25:00.000-07:00

o man!i'm feelin sick again!

it's like holi is here n it's borin!nth to do!it's like i always longed for it bt nw tt ti's here i dun feel like it alr...haiz.i also dunnoe wat to blog alr.

anws grandpa gt admitted in CGH again!n he's condition is even worse nw tt's wat e doc said.my mum when to c hw he's doin nw n i hv to stay at hme cuz they say i'm still sick=( . . nw he's usin oxygen mask alr....anws gtg .will blog soonn..

some words r left better unsaid.

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-09-22T04:38:00.000-07:00

anws it's juz my luck man!gt sick on a sch holiday!!!!craps!i wasted e tickets to F1 on e 28 sept!!!!!!aim bought e tickets for us he asked mi go wif him n i cn't !wth ...i cn't believe it.haiz.bt i promised him to follow him dunnoe where alr sia to c his artZ t-shirt n go walk walk wif him...okies shall go rest nw ..e medications makin mi drowsy..

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-09-18T22:09:00.001-07:00

okies was so damn tired!!!!i juz dunnoe y i kept havin e feelin of nt wantin to be kept in touch e whole of ytd!feelin of miserable juz flows by.okies guess today my syg will be v bz .going to china to do communtiy werk.gd gan?guess she'll be packin her bag nw.plus mother-in-law going also!okies so ytd when GYM wif nanny.so angry sia kena bulli by chocolates!after tat when suntec!saw sidd ,roger,ron n chew lon.all so mean bully aku!say i onli noe hw to speak malay!meanis!anws when esplande to get abit tan bt guess i nid get tan at alll althought e sun v v v strong until hw bums gt burn!hahahahas

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-09-17T04:49:00.000-07:00

okies so it's finalli a real start of sch holidays.okies today superby pashei after eatin lunch at cafe 1 stood up, n guess wat???!dunnoe which ass eat chocolate until my pants kena alos sia!2nd time!sway like hell sia!!!!haiz ..lots of things happening tis past few days.feelin so low nw..

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-09-16T04:11:00.000-07:00

okies so parents do sux in fact!dey tink a world fo themself nv hv tdey tot abt our feelings ,maybe to dem we dun even hv feelings we're juz like a cup of plain water!juz plain n everything.all i noe is tt u sux to e shore man!

LURVES,
Jeannie.

2008-09-14T03:50:00.000-07:00

okies life wif out bro is kinda of weird maybe cuz nt use to it yet.

LURVES,
jeannie

2008-09-11T06:24:00.000-07:00

sme things r left better unsaid den said.

sme more pics wif ah gong n daddy!

LURVES,
jeanie.

2008-09-10T05:38:00.000-07:00

okies i'm so sry .haven't been bloggin lately.nt in e mood!lots of crap hv been happenin to mi(which i dun want).y muz i always be in e middle?i dun wanna be e middleman!it's hard !i'm feelin so miserable!u guys cn nv understand mi!it's juz too horibble...shall stop here feelin juz too miserable to blog alr.bb..tc.one gd news:same attachment grp as last time!onli one more new comer!

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-09-07T05:07:00.000-07:00

okies had been bz wif my cousin'es weddin.check out e pics!look it's nt tt i dun like u or smth .i've gt my own syg i dun wanna hurt ur feelings.

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-08-30T06:11:00.000-07:00

okies first u said all tis crap to mi .nw u're sayin u wanna tok to aku face to face ..wat is it man!i'm so piss!so irritated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!juz leave aku alone!tml mitint amanda n demi two of my cousins !hope amanda dun bring her BF along!hahahahs.gurls out would hv been better!hahahahs.nxt sat they gettin married alr!okies shall stop here!bye.i nid a break.lurve ya syg!

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-08-29T07:04:00.000-07:00

okies i tired my best to tell u, bt u wun believe u said i wasn't ready to tell u anything bt i was.nw tt i dun nid u in my life alr cuz of ur attidue u wanna cme back into it.nw my life is in a big mess!!!!n guess wat?!?!u're nt even sincere at all .n i noe it,i'm nt dumb u juz wun face e fact.k forget it i shall stop here ain in e modd to blog nw actualli.

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-08-27T23:31:00.000-07:00

okies nw suppose to do PBL project!bt i hv no idea wat to do sia!!!hahas..so i'm bloggin took lots of pics today man!bt cn't post them sry darlingS cuz in sch ma...hahahs.k dun realli noe wat to blog abt yea!n guess wat?!!we're playin at e same time!!hahahs..okies..so guess i'll get going for nw..bye darlingS!!!hahahas...

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-08-27T04:48:00.000-07:00

wat is it u realli want frm mi??!!!!first u wanted outt of my life e nxt thing i noe is when someone else ended u cme back into my life!!!!!i realli dunnoe wat u want!!!i juz wanna hv a normal n peaceful life like hw it has always been.juz leave aku alone !i'm so tired of all tis stuffs!haizx today my syg nv cme sch also!i when sch ard 11 plus when i was suppose to be there at 8 .if i noe i dun want go..bt baby will be poor thing she'll be all alone.she told mi luckily i went otherwise she'll hv to emo !hahahahahs.anws gtg for nw.gt to do PBL alot more to do!luckily helmi helpin mi wif it even tot he nt in my class or grp..hahahhas..

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-08-22T04:59:00.000-07:00

haiz.so mani things seems to happen within a short period of time.I HATE EUUUUUU!!!!get out of aku's life!

2008-08-21T04:55:00.000-07:00

okies so today lesson was as usual except some stuff when TOTALLI wrong!!!!i dunnoe y also sia...bt my heart hurts so badly until i'm dumbfounded!!!!i juz wished tt all tis wasn't happening n tt it was all a bad dream.okies i dunnoe wat more to say alr no mood at all..sry

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-08-18T04:04:00.000-07:00

din go sch today.
okies i'm back frm mandai!!!so tired!!haven't been slpin well tis few days!!gt eye bag sia!okies had great fun after e funeral wif my cousin n cousin's dad!!!they were hell of a jokers!!!!my cousin kept puttin food into my plate!!!so swit eh??!!okies tink i shall stop here..no modd to do anything nw.sry guys!bt i do lurve u guys!!hahahs..

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-08-16T22:29:00.000-07:00

haiz dun put any hopes on mi guys!i wanna be alone.

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-08-12T00:57:00.000-07:00

woah!!!!super borin nw sia!!!in class again!!!cn u imagine???PE gt examto take also???!!so dumb sia...going hme nw ppls!!!

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-08-10T04:45:00.000-07:00

okies so ytd in e end i when bbq.anws has lots of fun..took lots of pics bt i lazy to download alr leh..hahahs..okies tt's it for nw..

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-08-06T04:43:00.000-07:00

arGHHHS!!!lots of things happen today undescrible!!!i dunnoe hw to put it!!!e feelin is....i dunnoe hw to put it!!!okies anws lets nt tok abt it alr.juz checked my account.n guess wat??!!! tt chinese guy tt kept starin at mi everythime at e bus stop he when to search for my account to add mi!!!!tt's nuts!!!okies anws gtg...lurve u guys lots!!!

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-08-04T05:22:00.000-07:00

tis is nt e kind of life i want!!!!i want e peaceful kind!!!okies nvm shall stop here dunnoe wat to say...sry ppl..lurve u guys anws!!!

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-08-03T05:07:00.000-07:00

okies life as been all e same until wat happen made mi stund i din noe hw to even react okies!!!mayne my twin was ritex!i shld juz forget abt e whole tink...treat it as i was all a bad dream!i'm so gonna move on!!okies shall blog nxt time...nw no mood!bb ppls!...

LURVES,
jeannie

2008-07-30T05:10:00.000-07:00

okies today was normal to mi!!!woke up at 6 tis morning so tt i cn accompany my "syg" n "daughter" to eat mac..we ate till ard 8 lus den we sat bus 31 to sch alr..hais when reach they both play PSP n i was like an idoit sittin between them...bt luckily gt tis small boi+ alien tokin to mi on e fone..hahahs..n i was so scare got e group of yr two ppl starin at aku!!!n when mi n gina walked passed them after i go toliet they all look n smile at mi n i was like wth!!n when i when back to sit down mira told mi tt sulamai kept lookin at mi e whole time when i was sittin there..AAAA!!!okies shall stop here for nw nt realli in a mood to blog cuz of some stuff!!!bt anws marcus u made my day!!!thanks for wakin up early to keep mi company e whole day!!!!
anws arguing wif hyder nw cuz he doesn't believe i'm nt attached...ownself wanna ask den ppl say dun wanna believe!!!
LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-07-28T17:13:00.000-07:00

okeis it's been quite awhile since i lasted blogged.hv nt been myself lately!!hv no idea y tis is happening to aku!i realli want my old self back..bt i juz dunnoe wat to do in order to get it back!so miserable!haiz!tis is sick!!!okies juz took my exam ytd!!!n it sux!tinki'm gonna fluck it!!ended up slpin half way n e teach tot i was sick!dumb uh?!trust aku e feelin is miserable!!!!met sufyan ytd cuz he insist on fetchin mi frm sch...when wif yee rou n her friend too!!t eat KFC!in e end mi n sufayn nv eat we see them eat..so we when off den when for a movie instead..hahas.okies guess i shall stop here for nw!!!nt in e mood!sry ppls!haiz.lurve u guy lots anws!

LURVES,
jeannie.

8.20pm.
okies!!!!nw nth much to do alr..erm guess i'm feelin much better yea..hahas..erm...lessons today where totally borin!so cold some more durin e lessons!!!lesson was so borin tt mi n gina started to be funni..we started takin pics!den i wore her specs n act nerd!!!!!hahahahahs!!!
okies i noe it was pretty damn of us!!bt who cares??!!we had fun..tt's all we wanted...hahahahs..okies tml gonna go sch till 12pm onli...hahas..dun telll u guys y..n i go sch at 10..bt i mitin serena at 7.30 !!!hahas..anws shll stop here..

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-07-23T23:08:00.000-07:00

okikes kinda of shiok nw!!!free time till 3 tt's cuz we skipped e borin healthy lifestyle course!!!hahas...smart uh??!!!hahas..okies!!!!those ppl opp mi r like nuts!!!!laughin like nuts sey!!!!!alamak!!hahahs..okies..i tink i've nth much to blog abt nw !anws might be mitin epul tis sat after going to sch for nurses day celebration cuz he say he wish to mit akU!!!hahahas..okies..gtg..bb..

Lurves,
jenanie.

2008-07-23T04:47:00.000-07:00

okies life has been rather cold or shld i say dull? erm...nt sure...erm....today had to go sch early cuz of some stupid dumb borin course tt we had to attend!!!!i wanted my slp so badly!!!!anws life has nv been better!okies fyan added mi n i was like i din even noe him!he nt frm my nursing class..plus he looked like a gay in e DP (sry to say tt) i din realised it totally!!!okies n so i replyed his comment n guess wat he said tok in sch nxt itme n i cn still ask him he frm my sch is it...so dumb of mi right???n tt mira kept laughin..before tt he was sittin nxt to mit in e morning !!!n i din noe it was him until i log on in e comp lab! no wonder mira ask y he kept staring at mi la!!!gong gong sey!anws gtg na'im tokin crap to mi n nudging mi cuz i nt replyin!!!hahahahahs...gtg prepare tml stuff!!!!bb..

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-07-20T05:26:00.000-07:00

okies so gt up early today to go church. bt was nt realli early okies!!!i woke up late actucalli..dunnoe wat's wrong wif him nowadays sey keep slpin sey...maybe cuz i lurve my bed too much..in lurve wif my bed i guess!!hahahas..okies so after tt when town for awhile den rush back hme cuz my cousin wanna cme my hse!!!she gettin married alamak den she ask mi go read e readin in church on her weddin day...aku pashei sey!!!!so mani ppl see..n i'm so worried tt on e day i read half way i might laugh sey or my face turn v red!!!!tt's wat happen when i shy or nervous!!!!!!ookies bt i'll do it for her ...hahahas..tml cn give a miss on my lesson n go late!!!!happi sey!!!no borin lessons for mi1!!!hahas..(nid go TTSH!=( .)erm...i'm juz wonderin nw....y is it tt if u dun lurve tis person n tis person muz force u too lurve him???look i dun go for looks.i see if we click n if he's loyal, tt's all for my expectations!bt....i dunnoe...muz u guys confess to mi??!!!aku dunnoe wat to do sey...it's like all of a sudden i nid to chose one of u guys.i realli dunnoe...i'm so confuse n wat's more it's so hard to make a decision.i dun wanna regret my decision or hurt anyone.i juz wanna be alone for e time being.i nid peace!kiddin ...no la..bt i juz wanna be loner for nw.i'm totally confuse cuz lots of stuff hv been happening.muz u realli crave my name out???!!!!sry guys!!!!anws gtg..bb.tc ppls..lurve u guys!!!!

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-07-19T05:25:00.000-07:00

haiz...okies today when to sch for my phase test was superby scary gt so stressed up for watever reasons n guess wat??!!my mind when blank even before it was my turn.n thanks to my buddies i remembered some i guess.hahahs.n serena n yee rou still cn play PSP sey...bt when it was my turn to go in i was freaked out alr sey start to panick ..hahahs..n i forgot to take some stuff luckily fadhli was there..hahas..u noe..hahahs..e wink he gave made mi realised tt there was something missin in my tray!!1hahas..erm..okies after e test start chillin my mood was cumin back!!!yea tt was wat i wanted badly!!!started playin PSP jokin , chillin...hahas...mit up wif yusrui hanged out for awhile den i came back hme, saw aznie at woodhands n he gt e wrong idea!!!he tot he was my boi!!!alamak!!den aznie kept msging mi askin if he's my boi!!!!ARGHHH!!!okies anws gtg ...gt some bad news.my uncle is warded.nt respondin!!!!

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-07-18T04:40:00.000-07:00

okies schools been so so...n guess wat?!!! almost slept in class durin partical again sey..it's nt like i want too..bt it was so tired waitin for ppl to do den u sittin there waitin for ur turn...hahas..luckily yee rou was sittin beside mi n she was like an alarm clock sey...hahahas..kept wakin mi up each time i slp..okies after tt we had fire drill half way durin lesson ...n i forgot i said to tehm hey ans e door bell leh!!!so blur of mi sey!!!n they heard as call bell..n everyone laugh...=(...erm lesson ended at 12 it was counted as eraly alr okies..hahahs..erm when hme wif my dearest twin...palnned to go CP bt i was too tired for tt cuz tml hv exam e tot of it juz make mi feel so sianz...haha..okies when hme ytd at 8 plus...mi n buvi when alittle retarted i guess we kept takin photos...teyin to be funni i guess...like wat e CS teacher called mi , mira n marni e 3 jokers den everytime she find us!!!hahahas..anws..gtg...bb..

LURVES,
Jeannie.

2008-07-12T23:12:00.000-07:00

okies been so tired...always going back to slp after i wake up hv no idea y alos..hiaz..okies guess i'm gonna slp again. sry epul i nv reply ur msg ytd was v tired..hahas..after tokin to yusrui on e fone i was fallin aslp alr..hahahs..

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-07-10T23:27:00.000-07:00

okies was nt feelin well e whole week..since after going to sch on mon...din go sch today cuz daddy bring mi to e doc..cuz like night sudd had high fever of 38.7 again..AGRHHHH!!!okies when to my cousin's weddin ytd was superby grand okies!!!!!anws nth much to say...anws had fun wif epul.toked to him on e fone till my fone was so hot!!!!he's going into man's best part of life today!!!hahaha!!!toked to him tis morning n he wanted mi so sent him off!!haahs..too bad i was sick!anws lurve u guys..gtg..bb

LURVES,
Jeannie.

2008-07-04T21:11:00.000-07:00

okies so met up wif epul ytd!!!was superby cool!!!when around lookin for shoes cuz he wanted to buy one..n he couldn't take his eyes of e clothes instead!!!cuz i guess e clothes were sort of cool yea...erm...den we when suntec starbucks chilled there...saw sidd n roger werkin actualli din wanna walk there bt sidd saw mi n he kept wavin askin mi to go there..erm so we u-turn n walked back there...n when we were at toy'rs, gt tis AARRGGGHHH call frm sufyan!!!n i was so fcuked up by him!!!!!!!hw could he????!!!!!nvm..anws when i came hme toked to epul on e phone..n guess wat he din wanna put down e phone until i petended tt i was bz...hhahas..den yusrui called mi too...we toked on e phone too..erm...bt i was so tired n i told him tt...luckily he was understandin...n when i on my fone tis morning ...e msg was like so mani..both frm epul n yursui...epul msged mi so mani times bt cme on he msged at 3 +++ am...slpin u noe..hahahs.....den yursui also tellin mi morning..tt he miss mi n wanna mit mi today..den epul msged at 11+++ tellin mi he startin to miss mi alr n tt hw wants to tok to mi on e phone lata...haiz..i juz dunnoe wat's wrong wif u ppl!!!!!tell mi la!!!!i so stress up u noe!!!!killin mi..okies gtg bb..tc..lurve u guys lots yea..sch startin..mon!!!still in lala land!=)

LURVES,
jeannie.

omg...tokin to epul nw..n sudd write tis...:

epul says:
you should let me love you.. let me be the one to.. give you everything u want and nees..
epul says:
*need.

n i was juz listening to mario's song wif all tis words..i mena wth sey..

2008-07-03T04:37:00.000-07:00

hiaz..i'm feelin so down nw. n i've gt no one to hear mi out!!!i juz cn't stand it!!i cn't believe it. luckily aznie n yusrui msged mi...they r e real ones tt realli brighten up my day i guess....hiaz nth much toked to epul tis morning on e fone...den after tt yusrui text mi n called mi when he was at werk...i dunnoe if it was right or wrong to tell him tt...bt he was a gentleman...when out wif him ytd n had a great time okies!!!hahahs...mit at control station n while we were walkin pass tis group of malay bois they kept tokin in malay...den after we walked past them yusrui laugh so laugh sey..like siao..i also pashie den i asked him y...den he say they wanted to asked for my no.. den he say they tot mi n him couple so they say wat wasted la..so end up mi n yusrui laughing like pashei la..everyone lookin at us..okies shall stop here dunnoe wat to say alr.

LURVES,
Jeannie.

2008-07-01T04:51:00.000-07:00

erm okies when for my doc appointment yr till damn late...gt e results..after tt started being blur for dunnoe wat purpose was tt for anws...even when my dad was buyin donut i was like starin into e blank space den tis malay guy werkin there was starin n smiling at mi bt i din realise until i sort of like " woke up" den i realised tt..so i smiled back bt was pashei la...haiz no modd sey..anws mitin __________ tml!!!!erm no mood to do anything actcualli..bt after tokin to my baby i juz realised hw much i'm being lurved!!!!i lurve my baby!!!!!toked to him tis morning...den we like msged each toher e rest of e day bt yusrui msged mi too!!!!hahahs.. okies going for a break nw my backs aching....hiaz

LURVES,
Jeannie.

2008-06-29T04:42:00.000-07:00

okies so was tricked into going to my uncle's hse instead today..it's a long story...okies gt a call frm yusrui today n i tot was someone else so i din pick up until he kept msging tt he was tryin to call mi den i picked up..toked for a while den i told him to msg mi instead..cme to tink of it he was quite a gentleman..bt e thing was he called mi in e middle of e night ytd lucky i was aslp bt was going to slp soon after msging wif sufyan..haiz..okies shall stop here for nw tokin to epul...okies tc ppl...lurve u guys lots..

LURVES,
Jeannie.

2008-06-27T21:40:00.000-07:00

okies been rather bored.nw sittin here bloggin bt feelin drowsy at e same time cuz juz ate my medications....had been feelin unwell for quite awhile bt cn't be bothered!!!hahahahs...okies syg called mi ytd n we toked for quite awhile on e fone...den after tt she when to do something n called mi back again..nw so borin sey...cn't go out or anything...okies shall stop here...tokin to aznie nw...bb...tc

LURVES,
Jeannie..

2008-06-26T22:20:00.000-07:00

okies ytd when to lots of places ...when hospital to visit________ again cuz he kept callin mi so i pitted mi la...anws he gt discharge ytd n his mum ask mi to go their hse bt i said nxt time cuz i was going to mit helmi...den ______ so blur sey he tot i going bt i was nt..hahahas..okies..den when town wif helmi he wanted to catch a movie bt i was broke alr so he wanted to treat mi ...bt i din want too..so we ended up walkin around so tired we walked alot of places we when town frm there we went to suntec, marina esplande...alot sey...den ____ msged mi tis morning asked mi to mit him bt i told him i cn't so he was sort of upset cuz he told mi he planned it since ytd bt din tell mi wanted to "surprise" mi...okies so life has been normal i guess..bt when i cmae hme ytd shirraAAHH my twin called mi!!!i miss her so much sey!!!!she's e best!!!we toked on e fone for a long time until 9 plus almost 10...haven't been tokin to her till ytd cuz had been going out...okies cn't wait to go out wif her again before sch starts...n she told mi some shockin news ytd abt ______'s friend askin for my no...i tot she was jokin wif mi ..bt i realise tt it was true cuz if it's fake y she keep tellin n askin mi..../aAAAAARGHHSSS..okies shall stop here miss u guys!!!especially my darling li ting n king kong!!!muacks!!!!!lurve u guys lots!!!

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-06-24T18:53:00.001-07:00

okies when to keep him company at e hospital e whole day cuz he ask mi go he alone.den he made his mum noe mi...=( was scare okies...gt to noe alot of unexpected stuff.gtgg bbb...

LURVES,
JEannie.

2008-06-23T19:08:00.000-07:00

Had fun wif him ytd!!!!!okies helmi asked mi oout!!!!i dunnoe...haiz.

2008-06-18T23:19:00.000-07:00

hahas..okies here it goes..hv been contented wif my life for nw...hahahs.as in for nw onli..yusrui asked mi out he ...he juz msged mi sayin tt he has been tinking of tt for a long time..n guess wat he said gt surprise some more..siao one...ask him wat n he wun say..say wat i go on e day itself den i noe...wth sey...haiz..all craps...was tokin to my twin juz nw superby funni sey she..cn say we toked for quite a long time..when shoppin wif her ytd superby fun den we slacked at compass...erm....i dunnoe wat to say or do nw...in e mist of everything sey...hiaz....ah yo all of u guys r stressin mi up...u noe wat ...farid u're realli pissin mi off first u said u wanna leave mi alone so i would be happi bt e nxt thing i noe is u keep askin mi out to mit mi..so wat's tis all abt...wat do u want frm mi..u're rubbish u noe....ARGHHHH...

LURVES,
Jeannie.

2008-06-16T19:55:00.000-07:00

okies ytd was great fun!!!when out wif shirah my twin n ________.....was like so funni...mi n shirahh wearin e same pnik colour top!!!!we din even say wat we were wearin !!!!hahahas...when to shiraahhh's __________ hse tgt__________...my ________ made friend wif shirahhh's ________ ..hahahs..mi n shirahh were like laughing la..so fast they made friends!!!!!den headed to town after tt...had fun wif ___________ n shirahh...I lurve my syg as much as he lurves mi!!!!!!hahahas..
shall blog again nid go out nw..bb
LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-06-14T20:42:00.000-07:00

okies so ytd was e star of my holidays!!!great uh??!!hahahs...okies so on e last day of attachment ,__________ came n fetch mi frm there..okies damn funni..both of us had e same feelin ...as in we felt comfortable tokin to each other...okies hmmmmm...something..........

okies i'm so dumb okies ...i'm like so blur din noe wat's happening n nw tml i nid to go SGH to give my photocopy bank bk to my friend otherwise i dun get my pay!!!!so dumb of mi...okies shall stop here my aunty is cuming to my hse nw...shall blog soon..miss ya..bb ...tc..

LURVES,
Jeannie.

2008-06-12T19:59:00.000-07:00

nth much lately.gettin on well wif __________n ___________.

2008-06-10T04:32:00.000-07:00

okies today was fine. knda of bz through out...did bed sponging wif jason..he damn funni sey inside e curtain ,u cn nv guess wat we're jokin ..hahahs..okies so we were doin bed sponging , when sudd he called mi bt when i was going to pick up e phone he putted down...guess he waited to long...haiz...anws he called mi again when it was almost 3 bt i told him to call mi at 3 forgetting tt i haven't even walk to e tea rm..so at 3 sharp he called again...den i tell him to call mi lata cuz i'm still in e ward...den he realli call again sey...okies today_______ tok to mi again...he asked mi where is his food when i was serving lunch den guess wat i said??u want u eat ur dad's one luh...hahahs..den after tt he asked mi if i eat my lunch alr i said yes..n he asked mi woa wasted y so fast eat alr....den after tt i walked off to feed my patient...den he go inside e rm again den when i washin my hands he said to mi..u look like a malay u noe..n i was like yea i noe tt...ARGGHHH!!okies sufyan asked mi out!!!!how sey!!!!he asked mi if he is fit enough to be my bf..wth sey..i dunnoe wat to say..ai yo sudd tis idoit malay staff nurse keep callin my name..n guess wat i wonders hw he noes my name when i nt wearin my name tag...siao one...for nth he also wanna call my name..den sudd when i walk passed my friend called mi den she tell mi tt e staff nurse wanna date mi out..wth sey..den i juz said he alway crap den i walked off n guess wat he was lookin at mi so serious e face dunnoe for wat also sey...okies shall stop here...came hme bathed n slept all e way din even to pick up sufyan's call..hahahas...bb..tc..

LURVES,
Jeannie.

2008-06-09T04:36:00.000-07:00

okies today was totalli a bz day for mi...was like no time to do other things except werk!!!!bath patients!!!!haiz!!!!!okies so was doin para when _________ started tokin to mi askin if i eat alr den i said i haven't den he ask mi nt hugry ar? den after tt he say wanna treat mi bt i told him no nid....haiz...kinda of bored nw...juz hope tml will be a better day for mi more cheerful n everything. juz hope tt everything goes well.i hope i wun be so blur like today keep tripin on chairs!!!!ARGGHHH!!!bt it was kind enough of him he took away e chairs to prevent mi frm tripping further...haiz...anws gt to make friends wif tis uncle ..he superby joker sey although he drug addict...he's nice actucalli juz tt he gt a fierce look...okies shall continue wif my case study tml nid hand up alr....haiz..bb..tc

LURVES,
Jeannie.

2008-06-08T05:39:00.000-07:00

y tell mi y muz u guys do tis to mi...one after another??!!! i'm realli gonna break down soon u noe...first tis person nxt tt person ..AIYAAAA!!!i give up...haiz..okies was msging wif _______ ytd...ah yo...he scare mi sey...say wanna pick mi up frm my werk tml....wth sey...okies n guess wat he called mi today to say tt he lost his hp ytd at town....hahahahahs...haiz..muz u confess to mi, i rather nt noe u noe...okies shall stop here..no mood...

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-06-03T18:38:00.000-07:00

okies tot tt might be e most embrassin thing in life.normalli patient juz stare bt tis patient juz embrassed mi....he go ask for my no...ARGGHHHH..n guess wat i juz told him straight in e face tt he made mi pashei sey...n he juz laugh it off!!!okies anws i'm nt gonna bother myself wif him even though he asked mi out....n i juz wondering y filzah wanna noe so much sey...ahe keep askin mi wheather he msg mi wat he msg n everything....my darlin shiirah alr noes y....onli 1 person in mind. e others r out. hahahahahs...tokin to helmi nw..he superby blur n funni..hahahahs..okies shall go bath nw...if gt tme i'll blog again...

LURVES,
Jeannie.

2008-05-31T23:42:00.000-07:00

okies tis week kinda of sux for mi.firstly kena frm e 2 chocolates!!!y muz tehy keep bulling us juz cuz we r student nurses????!!!!!i wanna noe y!!!!!i HATE HER!!!he mouth so damn smelli!!!i mean she was once a student too. so muz she treat us like tis??if she's gonna do tis to us , i bet some other ppl gonna do tt to her kids one day too.okies enough of her she makes my blood boil like e hot kettle!!!!

okies when mutafa ytd bought my new ear piece had a hard time makin up my mind which one to buy!!!hahahs..was so fed up wif my mum sey ..juz cuz ytd gt 3 malay bois keep lookin n smiling at mi den she say i alway dress n put on make up like a malay tt's y everytime onli malay guys lookin at mi...wth sey..i juz dun see wat's wrong wif my sense of dressing..yea n guess wat??!!i'm hme..nth to do besides tokin to e ass farid n my best buddi aznie!!!was suppose to go town wif dad today bt y leg hurt!so here i am.tokin to sufyan e funni guy!!!hahahas okies shall stop here.

LURVES,
Jeannie.

2008-05-28T05:56:00.000-07:00

i hate everyone!!!they sux , i sux everyone sux.

2008-05-27T02:41:00.000-07:00

so damn freaked out by____________!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!she fuck sia she...i also nt even tokin to her bloody ass hole!!!!!!!!!!!y cn't she juz stop doin tis to mi ?????!!!does she even noe tat it's v v v v pashei or hurtful???she's like one fuck sey! it makes mi tinks real hard whether i was in e wrong or her...bt my buddies say it's her fault cuz she juz being was to bossy..askin ppl to do everything n she? nth, nt a single stuff she did...when will these ppl ever stop hurtin mi????! or maybe i was e one hurtin them???maybe i shld juz leave n let them hv everything they hv in their mind uh? i'm e problem to everything.i did everyone wrong. i shldn't b in tis world.all i noe is tat no one seems to understand mi at all....no one...e thought of it's juz make mi upset.plus wif e gay boi around life is nv pleasant for mi sey...nt tt i wanna give him names bt he is pissing mi off la dey...life is nv full fillin wif him around he tends to boss around n make sure tt wat we do is in his way n is right when it's wrong....(wth sey)..okies shall stop here for nw going for dinner...bb

LURVES,
jeannie.

2008-05-23T20:08:00.000-07:00

okies so here i'm today blogging again cuz nt going anywhere..haiz ...gt so fucked up by wat patrice say okies...she fucked mi up!!!!she said infront of my staff nurse tat she wanna hv a bet wif mi tat in a few months time i sure quit nursing!!!!!!!FUCK sey!!!!!wat's more we weren't doin or sayin anything we were juz eatin den she sudd say tat...fuck sey..it seems tat she looks down on mi...bt i hv no idea y lah!!!!tis is juz nt e life tat i want...tis life sux so much i dun even wanna live in it.okies juz check out my friendster account n tat hazmi's friend add mi so i juz accepted ....okies so it's like so borin nw ...haizs.farid want smi to mit him today bt i dun want so he ask mi mon mit him after my attachment n i straigth away tell him i dunnoe..juz dunnoe y i gettin piss wif him la..bt nt to e extreme yet...maybe i shall stop here for nw..i nid a time out!tc ppl..

LURVES,
JEANNIE.<333

2008-05-23T05:02:00.000-07:00

okies so like seems to be sucky for mi..firstly on wed i fell down while walkin to e mrt station. den e nxt day i hurt my back bone while lifting a patient n till nw it seems to hurt!!!luckily my dad was kind enough to stay up n help mi massage n put oilment!!haiz...n e worst thing was he called n tell my teacher abt wat happen!!!!!wth sey!!!haiz no mood sey!!!!omg juz a update on my patients!!!!they're digustin!!!!!PREVET!!!!i cn't stop tinkin of tat uncle playin wif his______ when we r changing his diaper!!!!!SICK IN E BRAIN!!!!!EEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKK......okies shall stop here i dunnoe wat to say alr..bb ..tc..

LURVES,
Jeannie.

2008-05-18T04:19:00.000-07:00

i'm sry i cn't except ur lurve for mi.i'm nt prepared.i dun go for ppl cuz they cn buy mi stuff or anything.lurve is a feelin tat no one cn buy it.pls understand mi.i nid time.i noe u realli want mi, i trust u bt it's nt tat.sry.

okies today when out e whole day!!!so tired!!!was suppose to go IKEA bt daddy wanna go visit my uncle so we went bedok...haiz..saw my cousin he so bad sey...treat e dad n mum like shit...okies enough abt him..to mi he suxs..okies so it's like 1 to 2 more days to going back to SGH (ward 63C)...i'm so scare okies wed i nid go take my bio test 2 n if i dun do well i'm ssssoooooo DEAD!!!n e thing is i haven't even start studyin!!!no mood!!!!haiz ..sure gone case...gt a call frm uncle juz nw ..his daughter gettin married in other words she's my cousin..bt e worse thing is she wants mi to read e scripts durin her weddin in church....i dunn wannna v pashei u noe...infront of everyone!!!!!okies..shall get going...tml miting darling!!!!!!miss her!!!!okies..bbb TC.

LURVES,
Jeannie.

2008-05-17T00:02:00.000-07:00

okies juz came back frm polyclinic frm check up!!!OMG!!!i v v v v v scare sey..e doc say i nid go hospital...he book appointment for mi alr..@ TTSH!!!i'm so scare..i dun wanna go for scop...v v v pain one..haiz...alr so stress up n nw all tis r happening to mi..i'm SSSSSOOOOOO stressed up!!!!i dunnoe wat to say..i'm at a lost.bb ,tc everyone...

LURVES,
JEANNIE.

2008-05-16T05:00:00.000-07:00

okies today was like e last day of attachment ..bet i'm gonna miss some of e nurses there...they treat mi well...hiazs..gt some bad news today tat spoil my mood totalli..failed bio!!!!!fuck sey!!!! so dumb of mi..n nw i'm nt even prepared n tis wed is alr my class test bio 2...haiz...i dunnoe..i'm so dumb..tokin to brian n farid nw..all ass!!!!hahas..plus shirah!!!!hahas..okiess bb for nw..tc everyone..wish mi luck..!!

LURVES,
JEANNIE.

2008-05-15T04:20:00.000-07:00

okies today was okay for mi...bt e thing was i had no mood to go today n woke up late so met up wef fadhli late also luh...haiz...okies bt today e nurse in e dressin rm treat mi them well okies..hahahs...so glad sey.bt e bad thing was they keep sayin i look like a singapore gurl n tat i shld join SIA..wth sey..okies so tml is like e last day of attachment for mi alr..hopefully it will go on well..okies toked to farid juz nw gt so pissed off wif him gt no idea y also...n he ask mi to mit up wif him..which i dun tink i will cuz i'm pissed..okies anws tokin to na'im nw long time nv tok alr..n he ask mi for my no. again i'm so gonna kill him..tis gong gong..hahas..was textin wif sufyan tis morning he superby joker sey..okies nid to do my worksheet nw shan't blog for nw...bbs everyone..tc.miss u guys.

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JEANNIE.

2008-05-13T04:30:00.001-07:00

i'm sooo nt in e mood..i feel so depressed!!!i hv no one to tok to...i realli want her back , right wif mi. i juz realised tat i cn't live wif out her!!!no one understands mi like she does. i feel like a total loser. n nw everything tat u said hurts mi even more.u said i'm rude, n u want to send mi to gurls hme.rude juz cuz i putted e papers on top of ur newspapers...i cn't take it anymore...i feel so miserable...i juz feel like running away frm hme, bt i realised tat even if i do so, u cn still find mi n e same prob will appear..so it's out. nw i cn onli think of endin my life frm here.i dunnoe wat to say tt's y i'm cryin here while bloggin..okies bye everyone.shall stop.

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JEANNIE.

2008-05-12T04:39:00.000-07:00

okies was superby borin n tired today..tired cuz my head has been hurtin mi e whole day today!!!so pain sey e whole day until e nurse gave mi medicine to eat..onli den did i feel better...okies today superby pashei ..fadhli noes y...firstly kena said hi n stare frm ppl..den after tat when going hme time at e bus interchange gt one grp of ITE guys sittin there den one of them wave n smile n mi..n idoit fadhli keep laughin n mi..n he left mi alone outside e toliet in e polyclinic one...shit sey he.cuz e policeman keep smiling at mi n i dunnoe wat to do..damn pashei sey...bt was fun la..cuz damn lag..okies shall blog again..i v v vtired n my head damn hot nw...okies guess i shall stop here..bb..tc

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JEANNIE.

2008-05-09T05:20:00.000-07:00

okies so today was e last day of attachment at SGH...superby tired okies...bt was great fun today bt bz ...okies today before leavin took alot of photos bt all in patrice camera...onli gt one...hais...mr aru super funni...he say today our last day he wanna throw rotten potatoes n tomatoes at us sey..(superby mean uh???)hahaas...okies so nw is like i dunnoe hw i feelin nw too...gt so irritated by my parents juz nw sey..hiazs..i feelin upset right nw n i hv no ideal y okies....shall stop here..toking to huda n farid nw...okies bb..will blog soon i guess.

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JEANNIE.

2008-05-08T04:49:00.000-07:00

okies today was superby tired okies!!!!!had been running around wif tis patient!!!n it's killin mi...she runs around e ward , n instead of slpin at night she goes around pullin other patient's IV drip...she'll be e death of mi...n e thng is i dun even noe wat she is tokin after she tok so much cn..alamak sey!!!nw my leg so tired sey..i dunnoe wat to say nw so shock when hyder tell mi tat aznie quit nursing...buddi u noe wat ?do cheer up ..it's a sheer waste to quite like tat..u've gt e knowledge n u juz thrown it all away ...was it worth all ur doings???u haven't even started ur attachemtn yet...haizs..anws i'm like no better..i guess i cn't even do well for my bio..all of u guys tink it's v easy bt nt mi...i noe..okies my mind is kinda of like in a blank for nw ..shan't write anymore...going back to tok to helmi, aznie my beloved buddi n farid..n i'm so going to be dead ...sufyan ask mi call him at 8 bt i nv..okies tml last day of attachment at SGH ward 57...gonna miss everyone there(actualli some onli)..okies tml morning shift again muz wake up early...okies shall stop here...

dun belong in tis world.

LURVES
JEANNIE.

2008-05-03T20:17:00.000-07:00

okies ytd when to see doc cuz of my leg n back bone!!!it's been hurtin mi lately...(dunnoe y is tis happening)..n yea tis week is e last week of my attachment at ward 57!!!!shiok sey!!!okies so nth much tis few days..tokin to ronnie boi nw he's a total nut case ask mi to go out wif him on fri after my attachment until 12 midnight..(siao)...okies i myseld dunnoe wat's been happening lately to be truthfully...iut's seems tat everything is in a mess!!!gt so fed up ytd !!!dad punched mi in e lift!!!i felted soo hurt i din noe wat to say!!! e first thing in my mind was wat am i to u????am i realli ur daughter or was i juz picked up frm somewhere ?e rubbish bin??so mani question flashed my mind e moment he slapped mi ....i dunnoe...anws tokin to hyder n ronnie nw..felted so bad din reply to farid's n sufyan's msg ytd..saw e msg bt cn't reply..my phone kena conficated...so onli when i'm out i hv my hp...at hme my dad keep...fcuk sey..bbb

12:45pm
okie sso here i am nw again juz finished my lunch...so checked my friendster n realised tat helmi juz added mi on friendster he's e funni guy in nursing away listen to music so damn loud..when to study wif hi at esplande before n everyone lookin cuz of his music..okies was tokin to farid juz nw he ask mi go esplande den we study tgt wif he n his friends again..den i dun want den he say it's nt goin to be fun cuz i'm nt there..hahahas..okies bb

4:45pm
okies still online nw..toked to sufyan juz nw too....juz finished tokin to farid n he insist on fetchin mi tml..he's nts he's havin lessons till 8 n he still wants to fetch mi..n e thing is i dun want...he's sick as in having fever n stuff....haisz superby borin nw..n he wants mi to call him tonight bt guess i wun be doin tat..alr told him maybe tml morning den i call him or something...okies gtg nw..bb

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JEANNIE

2008-05-01T04:44:00.000-07:00

okies today was like a superby great day for mi...mit up wif farid to do revisions for my bio n yeah he was of help..n he insisted on treatin mi to starbucks !!!so he end up spendin 15 plus bucks for 2 cups of drinks one for mi n himself...n i kinda of felt superby bad cuz when 2 of his friends came n ask both of us to town , we went bt e thing is i din finish up e drink..anws while we were on our way to town his 2 guy friends ask mi so mani things (SCARY SEY)..n they asked mi if i noe hw to speak chinese cuz they say i sound like a malay instead of a chinese...okies so we ended up going to wheellocks's starbucks again!!!!okies almost slept there while doin my werk n e other 3 usin their lappies!!!until 5 plus almost 6 den they wanted to go dunnoe where to hv their tea n forced mi along , farid keep insist i go den he going to treat mi..den i fake him tat i v full den he say he share wif mi his food..bt i stilll dun want... bt after a v v v long time i managed to get away..hahas..cuz i refused..den farid insist on bring mi to e MRT station so yea he did n on our way he said e nxt time we mit he gonna treat mi n i said no..den we like arguing sey den in e end i say if he gonna like tat i nt goin to mit him anymore den he ask mi dun like tat..hahas..anws today was superby enjoyable..tml afternoon shift bt muz go early cuz gt extra bio class again...sianz sey..anws his friends superby funni sey....hahahas..okies toking to sharul nw..shall go back to e conversation..will update again if i hv e time too.....bb

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JEANNIE.

2008-04-29T04:27:00.000-07:00

okies..was superby pissed off by puvi today okies she realli did pissed mi off..all she did was to turn on tat loud speaker of hers n nv do much stuff!!!she throw all e hard n dirty jobs to mi bt did onli e tokin ...wth sey!!!!n serve her right she did tat to mi in front of mdm noorliza again n kena scoldin frm her!!she realli get on my nerves!!!!plenty of tot for herself onli...n everytime i ask her to help mi she'll pretend she din noe wat's going on...juz tell mi hw much longer muz i tolerate her???cn i nt??pls....anws today cuz of her i gt scolded for like 3 times all more....kinda of bad mood after tat..spolit all of my mood sey!!!anws today was so pissed den e PCA i dunnoe hw to spell his name okies..he still keep pokin my hand n i was like wth sia...den when roshan try n make mi he scolded roshan n told him tat wat i'm his gurl n if he do tat again he gonna get it..n if anyone makes mi they gonna get it..n mi n roshan was like OMG!!!cuz he was tokin serious okies!!!(CREEPY).....okies n e idoit patient today tried n put his face near mine n roshan was there too cuz tat was after wat e PCA said n he was like omg infront of e patient n i myself was freakin scare okies i din noe wat to do..so stress up!!!!!no mood to tok to farid n everyone else like they r all gettin on my nerves!!!i dunnoe hw sey..tml kena afternoon shift bt i nid to go earlier for extra bio lessons...so tired...AWWWWWWW...okies shall go back tokin to alan nw...bb....wish mi luck..

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JEANNIE.

2008-04-28T04:18:00.000-07:00

okies so today was kinda of hateic for mi...lots of stuff okies??!!!!i kena e same rm wif puvi n she seems to be gettin on my nerves okies...she nv do anything except keep standin there n tok den when ask her help she give excuses tat she wanna drink water n by e time she drink finish i alr also finish wat we nid to do...pissed sey...ARGGHHHHHH!!!!anws it's all over alr dun wish to tok abt it alr..okies so nw, today farid came n wait for mi n i din realised tat he was sittin behind mi okies , so dumb sey...hahas..okies so we were like tokin onli v v funni..kept tryin to make fun of each other..hahas...shit sey he...den was walkin hme when roshan msg mi n tell mi something tat made mi laugh my head off sey!!!hahas...den we toked on e phone until i tell him lata den i call bt i nv..hahas..i ended up using comp...hahas..okies tokin to alan n sharul nw...borin sey so mani ppl like nt online nw...plus tml i again kena morning shift...tired sey..n guess wat i was like so gong i hit my head so hard den e trainee PCA (rey) was like heys y u hit ur head lata become stupid dun hit ur head la...n i ws like laughin like an idoit cn....hahas..kept callin him mr rey n he was like dun call mi tat call mi rey cn alr la...hahas...okies shall get going nw...bb tc

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JEANNIE.

2008-04-26T21:23:00.000-07:00

okies so ended up going out wif my dearest king kong ytd!!was superby dube tired la!!slept in church n damn my bro keep wakin mi up..okies so here i'm today nt going anywhere juz came back frm RM wif my mum ,was superby borin la as u noe...hahas....oh yea saw sidd ytd..n i juz walked passed him n he waved n ask mi go there n he asked mi y u nv say hi to mi n i was like o hi..hahas..mean uh???hahaa ,okies so tml gt attachment again bt e gd news is thurs is a holiday!!!LABOUR DAY!!!so no attachment , no extra bio lessons, no nid wake up early!!!tml afternoon shift...tired!!!okies so bro is out wif his friends at town slackin nw n here i am usin e comp instead of going out!!!its so nt fair!!okies anyway sufyan was callin mi realy in e morning askin mi out!!!tat's nuts...n farid too!!!he is so blur is like i'm online bt he doesn't even notice n he keep msgin my hp..i guess he's a sotong!!!hahas..anws i'm so glad tat he's awake nw..as in realise i'm actucalli online...okies so nw he's tokin to mi online instead...n e thing is he wants mi to go out wif him nw...i cn't n he wants to fetch mi tml...i dun want all tis la...OMG i so blur tml i morning shift la nt afternoon!!!!anws gotta go tokin to him n my syg nw he askin y i reply so slow...hahas

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JEANNIE

2008-04-25T05:45:00.000-07:00

okies today my day totalli sux okies..kena scolded by an idoitic teacher wif pea brains cuz of a one sided story okies!!!!so dumb!!!okies cn't be bothere wif wat all tis dumb ppl wanna do alr..I GIVE UP!!!!!!

okies today was juz another day...gt to noe tis guy who kena accident n stayin at e ward i werkin...n he is a total nut case okies!!!at first was like askin mi hw was my day den i juz say same same , like ytd..n he say where gt same same want...so after tat mi n Roshan den sudd he ask mi if i like chocolate or starwberry n i was like ...wat strawberry? wat chocolate? n he keep sayin juz pick one...n in e end i say both i dun want..haha cuz din noe wat he sayin...den after tat he kept walkin past e rm i in-charge of den keep smiling at mi...siao sey...den after tat he ask mi wat quite tis nurisng thingy n join modelling n e ass roshan was laughing his heads off!!!when we going hme he was asked mi so hw old r u? den ask mi for my name...n i was like y?so i juz show him my name tag...n e best part is he dunnoe hw to pronounce my name...hahas..okies den he again ask mi quite e nursing n go into modelling..he say in 5 yrs time he wanna see my face in magazines n nt e hospital bk...shit sey he...anws juz hopin tat i cn go out tml!!!!sry sufyan i noe i suppose to call u back back haven't ...n farid for nt replying ur msg...

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JEANNIE

2008-04-24T04:21:00.000-07:00

okies totalli freaked out today!!!did so mani stuff today ..gave gargle to patient, did bed bath n para..was totalli freaked out when i was told abt wat was happening totalli unexpected sey...i juz dun seem to understand at all y kind souls alway hv to leave e world first before all e bad guys does???i juz dun understand...anws it's so awesome to noe someone like u..u were great n all , u hv taught mi stuff tat i guess i would nv had learn in life...i feel so sry to see u in such a state..it's sure pitti..thanks for e joke n everything too!!i'm sure u'll alway be remember by us!!u realli made our life colourful wif ur lively remarks..i feel kinda of bad nt doin much to make u feel better for e last time..sry for nt sayin gd bye for e last time too..wanted to do tat bt u were slpin n i guess i din wanna disturb u frm ur rest which u needed..

u guys juz wun understand hw i feel..none of u do..u claim u noe bt i dun tink so..okies so today after all tis happening was knda of blur blur ..forgot all abt e extra bio lessons n was like half an hr late for it..n was like one kind cuz i had to sit infront of ________..., he kept starin at mi n e teacher ask y i like so pashei den he tell teacher tat i everytime like tat one..wth sey..den after e class he told mi tat he gt a short cut to go back my ward den he wanna bring mi n my friend go..so okies la..u follow den on e way met SISTER den she tot i reportin for werk den he say no la he bringin us to take e short cut..okies so guessed tis is hw my day was today..n guess wat??!!hw smart am i??!!!i forgot to bring hme my log bk!!!!so stupid sey..anws had to stay for another hr to make up to teacher, so made friends wif one malay guy u superby joker sia..he say wat his brain gt 3 veins brust den later nid scan n tat was rubbish!!!!hahas..anws he super funni correct alr...n when going hme tis idoit malay guy keep starin at mi until puvi ask mi if i noe him..siao de..even after i walk pass he still turn to look at mi (accordin to puvi)..anws gotat go nw..borin tokin to aznie n farid nw..so borin sey...tml kena morning shift again sia...

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JEANNIE>3333

2008-04-23T04:41:00.000-07:00

okies kinda of nt in e mood nw yeah....so tired sey..werk till 9 plus ytd den came hme 10 plus alr n by e time i bath n dry my hair alr 12 plus almost 1 cn!!!den after tat slept for a while den woke up at 5am again to bath den prepare go CP to mit up wif my friends to go werk again cuz muz reach by 6.45 okies!!!n came hme straight frm SGH juz nw so here i am bloggin!!!hate them!!!juz quarrelled wif them!!!y is iut alway my fault in everything?? i realli dun understand...i juz feel like endin my life frm here..i feel so stress up n wif all tis ppl around it makes my life much worse..i cn't take it anymore to be truthful..i dunnoe who to tok to sey..e one i cn is alr nt wif mi anymore so no one ...no one cn understand better den tis person does...u guys wun understand anything..glad i had aznie to tok too...had been tokin to him after my nice hot shower...OMG cn't believe wat he told mi sey...surprising!!!okies nt much of a mood guess i'll juz stop here...will be werkin morning shift again tml so guess i will go rest nw...okies tat's all...will nt write abt wat happen at e hospital or it'll be nv endein u noe...hahas..okies bb..tokin to aznie ,leon n farid nw, so gtg.

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JEANNIE